Abandon thought and let the dream descend

So I'm kinda tipsy right now because I had to turn in a midterm yesterday and then Jeremy and I were having stupid problems and they're mostly over so I was happy but wanted to redecorate and stay home thusssss bing kinda drunk, cuz that's what I do! That's how I do.

I'm listening to Ke$ha! She makes me want to get wastedface and have sex in public haha. Not really about the second part (kinda) but her lyrics are AMAZING and dirty and silly and you should download her album!

Why Ke$ha is hot and not from Diablo Codyyy's twitter feed! Diablo Cody kinda likes her, too! I just like that she's sto straightforward about being a hot mess and she's like 5 days older than me and talks to her mom about sex like I do! And then she takes yearly trips to the jungle to reconnect with her animal nature, lol, wtf Ke$ha. And she wears so much glitter! Love.

Sorry I'm drunk, y'all.

XD

It's raining really, really a lot. Normally, this maks me want to hibernate with a book or a movie/show marathon, but for some reason today I really feel like having an intense gaming session. I haven't played a game hardcore since Twilight Princess came out. I've played Pokemon and Harvest Moon and Super Princess Peach on and off, but I haven't like played all the way through a game in ages. I think I'll finally set up my R4 tonight and play...something. Disgaea, maybe? Or maybe The World Ends With You. I dunno...anyone have any recommendations?

Also, the Coraline soundtrack is perfect for rainy days. Just so you know.

I just made a ridiculously long post on my "Lolita Icon" in one of my Lolita communities. The funny thing is that it's not even exhaustive of everything I know. I'm way too interested in her.

IF YOU'RE GOING TO COMMENT ON IT DO IT HERE, NOT ON THAT POST. You will confuse the other Lolis if you post there, lol.

Also! Katy Perry is really cool. Check check check her out.

So I'm sitting on a bench staring at the ocean because my monarch sanctuary lacks monarchs, listening to music that's more melancholy than I actually am, watching tourists in clothes for much warmer weather than it is, trying to get japanese women out of my head. And I feel really good.

To get away from my attempt at lovely language, I just owned my japanese history test. If I never have to write about the good wife, wise mother ideology (for reference, think cult of domesticity) again, it will be too soon, but at least I rocked it, and with almost no preparation, too. Especially compared to James who had a two page outline in 10pt font. Mine was not even a paragraph. I just rock and roll all night long at japanese women's history. Although, my hand hurts now.

Tomorrow I have my japanese chapter test and then midterm season is over. Break until finals, basically. I can finish New Moon, get through eclipse, and then suffer until the next one comes out this summer. I'm glad Nicole (and now Pollymae!) are reading it at the same time because having someone to obsess with is the greatest gift of all. My next excitement is the Indiana Jones midnight opening, but that whole weekend is like one huge orgy of excitement, Dr. Jones is just the foreplay. Indiana Jones, Fanimecon, my first real Lolita meet-up, and thursday through monday with Joel. <333

My rocking horse shoes came today! They are also ridiculously exciting. I will posts pictures of me in them, cuz they're hard to visualize, but you shall see.

Also, I really, really love the cure. I just thought y'all should know.

( Bessa by Tilly and the Wall )

I normally hate song lyric posts, but this is such a pretty song.

I'm really ready for it to be summer and for me to be in Santa Maria, with Joel and my family and anyone else who's going to be there. I'm really done with school, and it's only the second week, so this is rather bad news. At least this quarter is easy, I suppose.

I'm okay, really, it's just so hard on the days we leave each other. I thought it would get easier eventually, and it has, I guess, but it's still not easy. But we have 39 days left, and then it's over for good.

The Fratelli's are singing to meeeee...

I think I'm finally going to buy myself a sidekick! Yay! Now I just have to decide if I want an sk3, sk2, or sk id. And if I'm gonna do prepaid. But, yay, sidekick!

AFI rocked my socks clean off.

Davey Havok is preeeeetty. ♥