Abandon thought and let the dream descend

( This isn't my hair anymore )

Watchmen tonight! I am so excited!

Also, Loli friends, y'all know that qcute is offereing Lavender Secret Shop Tea Party replicas for pre-order right now, right? If you want them, e-mail her! She said the quantity is very limited.

OH! And did you guys know that cycle 13 of Ameica's Next Top Model is accepting girls 5'7" and UNDER, ONLY. Omg, y'all have no idea how exciting this is to me! Finally shorties can represent!

Aaaaand it hailed here yesterday. HAIL. In SC. Not normal.

It is super rainy, guys. It's finally starting to let up, but there were flood warnings and thunder and lightning and non-stop rain this weekend. I kind of love it. If it's going to be cold, I at least want it to be able to enjoy the sound and feel of rain.

In other news, Heroes is Awesome. Yes, with a capital A. I'm so happy with the season, it really feels like they are back in form.

Also, Dollhouse, Friday nights, 9 PM, Fox. It's Joss's new show and it's not getting as good of rating as it should be. I'm not sure how in love with it I am yet, but Joss's shows can take time to get on their feet and there has only been one episode. I am intrigued, though.

Yesterday, Joel and I bought about $100 worth of candy at Target, but we only payed $20. After Valentine's Day Sale FTW.

It got so cold in Tokyo all of the sudden! I knew it would, but it's still kind of a surprise. It's been in the mid-50's, with added (subtracted?) wind chill. Brrrrrr.

This is why I wish I was in America. Forget the election, forget Mexican food and missing my family, I miss the American Lolita event of the YEAR. EVERYONE was there, jaysus.

( Look! Look! I'm a Lolita, too! )

Everyone kept saying how pink I was today. I was just like, are y'all blind? I am BLACK! I am SUBDUED! I bought this dress specifically so I could wear a more subdued Loli in more everyday contexts. I can wear the more outlandish stuff at home in the states sometimes, but ever since my encounter with that man, I've been hesitant to wear Loli out when I'm not with people. And people here stare! I already get stared at, and I'm used to it in America, I guess, but back home I don't care what people think of me. It's that inner punk rock girl who never really went away; the I-wear-what-I-want-and-fuck-y'all-who-don't-like-it girl who's still in there, somewhere. But here I want to make a good impression as a foreigner and dressing like a giant cupcake doesnt necessarily give the best impression. I dunno. I'm trying to do it more, I miss it, and I've bought enough stuff to be an everyday Loli. Hee.

I'm ready for it to feel like autumn now, Japan. Come on, I was promised like SNOW and it's almost the end of October and it's still not even cold. We're watching Ringu in class on Wednesday, it's time for Halloween weather. Hmph.

I'm thinking about buying these boots in pink. That's not a very good picture, but trust me, they are adorable. Or I can buy these boots for about $80 less. BUT! They are not as high quality, and I would also have to pay shipping. And I can't try them on. Or I can spend A LOT less and get non-Loli pink boots such as these, which I have been wanting FOREVER and can actually wear with mother things. I'm going through a boot phase. I think it's because everyone and their other here is wearing boots right now. I think I am going to buy a pair of black mid-calf or below-the-knee boots because my River Tam boots are almost dead. Sadface. I might also buy ankle boots, but I'm not sure about those because they would go with less. We shall see what I find.

Banana chocolate is amazing. So it raw egg udon in soba sauce with green onions. And Amanda Palmer's "I google you". And D.Gray-man, even though it's sort of derivative of Full Metal Alchemist. And Gossip Girl! In the kind of horrible sense of amazing. But Chuck and Blair are love.

I have been ridiculously chipper today. I got to be on the desk for two seperate hours and I talked to my library work friend and we're going to go see 27 dresses and I convinced one of my boss-ish type people to go see Cloverfield and we talked about Mothra and GOJIRA! and it was pretty exciting, but not exciting enough to demand this run on sentence which is how you can tell I'm a little hyper and very chipper and helpful feeling.

I really have no clue why I feel this way. I've been feeling like crap all week and it is RAINING and FREEZING COLD and I haven't finished all my homework that should have been finished by now, but somehow it all feels okay. Except for my right eye, which doesn't feel okay in fact it hurts and I think I may go to the doctor tomorrow afternoon so they can look at it and tell me if I have an eye disease or maybe a parasite! Omg!

My boss-ish friend-kinda at work made fun of me for saying "btw" outloud today. Whatevs! I'm young! I can use whatever kind of lame slang I want because I am cool like that! Cough.

I'm really excited about going to japan right now, but I am also very stressed out because they want our fall grades and I don't have one of them yet. Prof. Christy jumped on the FAILURE train for that one. James said that his father passed away, so he has an excuse, but its been a month. I have applications due, dude, I need my fucking grade.

...that is all.

It's thunder and lighteninging! It's crazy. It never thunders here. And it was like right above our house for a minute. It's pretty far away now, but we can still see flashes.

My brother and I are watching Docotor Who. It's pretty cool...the doctor is quirkily adorable. Also, Barty Crouch Jr.

Mmmm...yeah. I'm hecka tired. Goodnight.

If you have never watched the OC before, definitely don't start now. It has gotten way too far beyond ridiculous. Ryan...he's a cage fighter now. Because he's all sad an nihilistic. WHATEVER.

So, instead of watching that...nonsense, I'm going to read a vampire book in the semi-dark and listen to the rain. Because I'm anti-social Because I just can't handle cage fighting.