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Does anyone besides me enjoy looking at real estate listings for the general area where they would like to live when they're grown up? It's getting to that time where I start thinking about grad school (I started thinking about college this time in high school) and that makes me think about what comes after grad school, and I honestly can't decide which sounds more daunting. Real life seems harder, but money wise possibly easier since I'll have an actual job and won't have any sort of tuition to pay for, and grad school tuition is the definition of dauting since my mom won't really be able to help.

Money has been a bit of an issue lately. My brother is going to Cal Poly, officially, but apparently the state of California never received his GPA verification thing, so he's not getting any cal grants as of right now. That is where almost ALL of my money comes from, so my mom is understandably dismayed. I think I might have to start working more and definitely work this summer, instead of taking time off and only going to summer school.

Which, btw, I think I'm going to take some classes at UCSB this summer so I can double major if I decide to stay at SC, which I think I'm going to. When I really looked at the pros and cons of transferring I said...Joel doesn't really want to go anymore, so, fuck it, I'll just go for grad school. And that's the plan, man, at least for now. Whoe knows what I'll want to do in a few months because I have been incredibly fickle as of late.

Anywhoo, I'm off to read Little Women...