new years sucks

THIS is what I decided not to go to LA for? Watching Law & Order on the couch, studying for my placement exam, while Joel sleeps? It's 10 PM! I chose not to go to LA because he said he wanted to spend time with me! How is falling asleep at 9:30 spending time with me? We were going to drink champagne and watch a movie and UGH.

Happy fucking new year.